Here we go...

here we go again, now you telling me that she is just a friend...

What happened? How many times does it need to happen before I learn? Like a kid testing out a stove. How many times does the child get burned before they know to stop touching that damn stove. I don't understand how you could be like that to me. How you can just ignore me? Or leave me hanging. Why am I so disposable? There's this picture going around about this couple that's been married for maaannnyyy years. They're asked how it works. They said, back then, when things broke - we fixed it. We did not just throw it away.

I need someone who wants to fix it. Who thinks that what we have is valueable enough to be fixed. Who feels that I am someone to love and take around. Wants me to be a part of their family, not just a friend in the bedroom. Someone that knows that it isn't easy being with me, but knows that its worth it. Is he out there? Is he you? Do you want it to be you?