Like most things, this is hard for me to stick to...but I'm always glad its here when I come back. Let's do this... Sit back, relax and let me blow your mind. I'm super fly and star material, but I'm lost in space, kinda hanging around. Most of my blogging is random. "there's only 3 men I'll serve my whole life: that's my daddy, California and Jesus Christ..."
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
Semisi Fahiua, take it easy!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
baROCKED THE VOTE! Yes, Late...but oh well!
I just think it's simply amazing how interested the kids are in the election. Even though they may not fully understand all that's happening, just the smallest amount of interest gives me hope. I thought it was pretty cool that the lady gave her a sticker, that way I didn't have to steal one.
I guess I'm happy w/the results of the election, although the results of the Propositions aren't sitting too well with me. I can see why some people vote the way they vote, but I can't stand people who vote the way someone tells them to vote. Bah...but that's just me. I hope everyone's having a great week! I'm so glad it's almost over!

Thursday, October 30, 2008
ROCK the VOTE on TUESDAY, NOV 4th!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
new status...
hahahhaha, my status' are sooo hilarious! the one yesterday was funny, and today "Delilah thinks work is for people who don't know how to fish!" hah, I think it's funny. I really like my job, but I don't think I'm the right person for it. I love the hours, although the hours are just enough to support my habit - EATING! anyway, i just thought i'd add that in. anyway, i work four days this week, and TWO next week. I don't want to complain, but at the same time, I don't get paid for FOUR days when I'm only working two!
Oh, and I watched "The Great Debaters". I enjoyed it, but I hated the way the girl talked. It was sooooo slow and emotional. Bahh...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
i bought a camera... pt 2 (cuz pt 1 got deleted...)
bbbuuuuut, what i really want to share is my concern for my dear auntie huni, and my auntie's in general. ive prided myself on the health of my dad's family. my dad has all his brothers and sisters alive and well, except one, who died at the glorious age of 2. it's been a true blessing to have them all around, and to see them continuing to give back to the famili, but now...i'm realizing that not only are they living strong together, they are now getting older and sick together. anyway, pray for my family, i feel like things will happen consecutively once the first domino falls...
have you ever known someone so sick, they think it's easier to stay that way...like they've checked out already? that's how my aunt huni is. she wants to do so much, but she gets so tired and sick, i think she's like f" it, i'm done. but dude, she has so much she wants to do. she thinks she's a burden, but trust, this is the kind of burdens my family lives for...we love to take care of each other, especially my mom. anyway, so the latest news, we go and check up on huni she says she's not doing well, so we set up an appointment. we come home, my niece is sick, so i go pick her up, my mom calls saying huni's in the emergency. talk about confused...
so i'm here, blogging before i go to work.
tomorrow is also siliva's one year! if there was someone who didn't need to go...that i felt was STOLEN from me, it's her...come back. i swear i wont tell...lastly...
im freakin' trippin out because i love to be with the youth in my church, i love to minister to them, to try and get them in a better relationship with their God... but now i'm realizing that too many people are thinking other things about what i'm doing...or what i've done... i sure hope people take the plank out of their eye before they start to pick about me...
oh yeah, and on tuesday, i went to worship, and kari talked about how the harvest is plenty, but the workers are few...how we need to encourage others to join and help w/work...and just to imitate Jesus' ministry, how he went OUT to the community, how he helped people PHYSICALLY AND SPIRITUALLY, that type of stuff. and then i read an old upper room devotion thing, and i decide...i'll read the one for this date, 3 years ago... and it's about giving without ... uhhh ... giving because you want to, not because you're supposed to... and im like, God who do You me to serve? HELP...anyway, I gotta go to work...
I love how you love me.... - Pam Hall
Did I tell you, I miss my grandma?
Friday, October 24, 2008
FREAKING A...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Needs...
Me and Pinn
Me, my brother Dave and 42 Below (straight from NZ) w/some guava rock star. MmmMmMMMm...
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Amazing Google!
http://gmailblog.blogspot.com/2008/10/new-in-labs-stop-sending-mail-you-later.html
Next time you find yourself pondering life's most important questions and wanting to share your ideas with someone...look to Google for help! Mail Goggles, the next best thing.
Take care.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Slacking...
Friday, September 19, 2008
fear...answers...worries...hope...
i mean, the only absolute truth, i honestly truly believe is LOVE. man, we all just need to love one another, real tough. not just love...like yeah, i love you...but a love, where you do things, and the other person just knows. like my sister can feel like...however, whatever she feels...she knows its something she can share with me. thats love. knowing that even though its taking me YEARs and YEARs to finish school and GROW UP...my parents still love me unconditionally, and believe in me, and listen to me, and PUSH ME to do bigger and better things and HOUSE and FEED ME...yeah, that's love.
but damn! when im driving, and a car needs to turn in to a shopping center, and im already knowing that no one else is gonna let him in...how come I dont do it? what's stopping me? cuz really real...i believe i love whoever is in that car...but then again, theres this little something saying...wait, dont be late to work....you're gonna cause traffic... man, love is way easier to say than do...that's why we always talking and aint really doing ish.
i truly believe in my HEART of HEARTS that if we love one another, genuinely, unconditionally, unselfishly, the world would be so much better. but it aint even that we gotta love other people, we've gotta love ourselves. we've gotta love the life we live, we gotta love the air we breathe, the clothes we wear, the houses we live in, the earth that we walk on, the animals that keep us company, the plants that keep us healthy...we gotta love. and if we love, then we telling the truth, and the truth is real. and it aint mean.
have i told you the things ive thought? hell nah, im still embarrassed to say things i feel...mostly, cause i feel like i dont know as much as others do, cause i feel like ill be judged. which sucks about the world, because if i knew you loved me...with the very breath you breathe, id tell you. but unfortunately, the world is not loving. but GOD, the Alpha and the Omega, yes, loving..that HE is! and praise HIM, He's all I'll ever need. i know im always always wanting...but I am so happy that I am a BLESSED child of God, and like my man, Zechariah said, for he who touches you, touches the apple of [God's] eye. man, and you know how it feels when someone touches the pupil of your eye...you aint gonna let that slide. dig?
im always learning, but can a student learn, and not be taught? if i only knew the words to explain what that all meant. alot of what i know is self taught. conversations i have throughout the day with others, is not always edifying, it's conversation to get by, to say ive said something... but the real knowledge, is all self learned...it's all stuff that's there, and i try to create brilliant ideas of transformation, of epiphany like no one else knows. man, i gotta work tomororw...
dude, i know sela can appreciate this next paragraph... some of the most memorable building blocks of my foundation were those late night cup of teas w/my best friend sela. we talked about everything under the sky...literally. we'd have 3 or 4 cups of tea and just be up talking about the world we live in, the life we was living. and what makes it really real, is those conversations continue, no matter how much space in between. the cups of tea were high school. i remember one time, after high school... i dont even know how i got it, but i had some sky and some mad dog 20/20, and we was taking shots and just drinking up whatevers and all of a sudden, the sky starts to turn that pinkish orange...the sign of the sun saying, yes girl, its a new day...and i had just pulled my first "dazed" all nighter, and that didn't even phase us, we made sure we finished our bottles. ..
i should blog more, than i wouldnt have so much random ish all in one post. i gotta wake up early...maybe ill watch the sun rise, take a picture with my empty brain..it'll be way better than worrying about tomorrow.
i love you. i hope you're doing well. i hope that you've forgiven me, cuz even though im always thinking about it, i forgave you a long time ago. i wish things didn't completely destroy us...so hopefully we're good. take care of yourself, and try not to forget me. i was good for you, because you couldn't be who or what you are today, without me. God loves you! Blessings...
Friday, September 5, 2008
busy much?

Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Ishmael...
So the lion is hungry. He sees a herd or whatever they're called of gazelles. He has his eye on one, goes after it and kills it. His whole family eats, so do the vultures, and the grass gets fertilized which means the other gazelles can continue on living...and living well.
When I'm hungry, I go out and buy something that takes thousands of people to produce, from the farmer to the driver to the grocer, not to mention all the carbon emissions that occur on the way. And then to make things better, just I eat it...and I wasn't even that hungry. Now I'm overweight. Aint that the world?
Another thing is the dog, cat, mouse. So the dog is chasing the cat - something about her makes him want her, but she's paying him no mind. She's too busy trying to catch that mouse, who keeps dangling in front of her, letting her get a paw on his tail, but he's too slick, always getting away. Who knows the mouse's intentions, cuz he's got so much going on. He doesn't even realize how much that cat wants to get him, how much he teases her. But guess what, the cat has all her dealings with the mouse, that she doesn't even realize how much the dog wants her, how much she teases him. And we think we're better than the ants we try so desperately to exterminate everyday?
Maybe. Maybe not. I need a vacation...from this taker life. But the more I try to get away, the more I get lost in it.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Weekends...
Anyway, it's crazy. I'm still contemplating this new idea of mine. I haven't really had the guts to share it with anyone, because it's so different from the path that I am on now. I told my sister and niece about it, and they didn't really offer any encouragement or any negative reactions, which honestly is NO HELP AT ALL! But it's cool. I know this is something I need to decide for myself, but I really need to know that people believe I can do it, that I wont disappoint anyone in the process.
I always think back...when I moved back to Sacramento, if it was the right thing to do. I honestly believe it was. That was the path I was supposed to take, but I took it too early, I wasn't prepared. Now, that I've been home for a few months (I lie...it's been years), I think I've been able to search for what it is I really want to do, not just what I thought I really wanted to do. I'm still not even sure what it is...
So, I'm always on this website, that I know will help me attain this goal, but is it my goal? They sent me applications and stuff. But I want to finish here...and then work, so I can make some money, then go back. Ideally, I can work somewhere that will transfer me to where I want to go and I can continue non-stop.

What I really want is for someone to tell me to take that path, to go ahead and leave this one, cuz this is not yours...but no one will do that, everyone thinks the one I'm on is mine...even I think it's mine...maybe it is mine, but I don't want it to be.
Ehh...I was hoping that I'd get some clarification from babbling on here, hearing the taps of the keyboard, the clicks of the keys...but, maybe I need to read....
The Picture: Marcus, Lizzie, Sela, Jaida, Me and Meleane in Palo Alto, CA
Monday, August 18, 2008
Back to business...
Monday, July 7, 2008
TOAMOTU Reunion
Oh yeah, you wont see any pictures from Saturday because my fali arse lost the camera. Im kindah mad at my sister for even giving me the camera. That was definitely a party foul. Oh well, we live and we learn. But I really need to find that camera. The camera is like my life. It needs to be found...so if you stole it, or if you accidentally took it, it'd be a sure blessing if you sent it back my way. Or at least send me the memory card so I can get the pictures...cuz...I can always buy another camera. Anyway, Im talking like anyone reads this, lol! Love much everyone! Oh yeah, next year...
TOAMOTU
Family Reunion
Salt Lake City/Lehi, Utah
Thursday, July 2 - Saturday, July 4, 2008
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Desired Things
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
tired of looking...
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Gregory Isaacs Pics
http://www.bebo.com/PhotoAlbums.jsp?MemberId=2862257139
Go there, and scroll down til you see the Gregory Isaacs album.
I love you guys everyone!
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
BONE MARROW DRIVE for BABY TATIANA
Thursday, February 21, 2008
GREGORY ISAACS!!!
Anyway, since I don't drink anymore, I am the official DESIGNATED DRIVER. That's the only time I'll be a DOUBLE D....lol. I know of alot of people going out to the concert tonight, and it's weird cuz it's a Thursday, but reggae don't come through Sacramento often...so when it's here, you better take it. I am so glad I dont have school tomorrow!
Anthony B was here on Monday...but that's too rich for my blood...trying to go to 2 concerts in one week, you better stop tripping. Anyway, just wanted to brag to everyone...Yes! I think that the last concert I went to was in Reno, UB40...in 2006. Damn, when I was in LA I was always out and about. Maybe I should have been at school studying...then I wouldn't be struggling so much now.
and...the best part...NO BINGO, my jiggahs!
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
My Demise...
Anyway, it was dad's birthday on Friday, and we celebrated w/the youth. Pictures, you ask? Not at all...my bad. But I do have pics from when the Twins were here. They are sooo precious. I talked to my cousin Rina, and she said the Fil said my mom smacked him in the face. That makes me laugh...poor mom...she's known as the mean one, but that doesn't stop the boys from loving her to death. My mom has no sons from her, but she's surrounded by boys that love her unconditionally, and love her like a mom. Lucky her...
Soo...anyone wanna work for me at bingo? Thanks...
Thursday, January 24, 2008
BINGO!
Oh well, I was happy today until I remembered I have to work tonight.
Anyway, a family member's mother-in-law just passed away. RIP Leona Wolfgramm Fa'asolo! She is also related to my uncle's wife, so they're in town from Vegas. Last night my mom and sisters went out to East Palo Alto to visit my cousin and give her our condolences and also...the part I'm most excited about, to pick up my little twin cousins!!! It was a great idea because I know my uncle and aunt will be so busy, and the twins will be so bored...I am so excited because they are sooo precious! They are really pau'u (bad) but for some reason they are so cute! They have been thru alot, and have been blessed to find my Uncle Gil and Luti! I know they will learn to be better little boys, and will be able to take care of themselves later on! I enjoy their company so much! Too bad I'm here @ school, and then have to work @ Bingo. Oh well, I'll be with them tomorrow! OOh, I can take a picture of them...and put it on here! That is sooo exciting to me...yay, for blogs! Anyway, take care all, and stay dry!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
A Beginner!
Me and my sister Hulita @ Uncle Mosese's funeral in Fontana! I love you Uncle Mosese!
Deann

