Magic number???

Is it six or are there two pictures of the same old? Man that below hurts my feeling. Then he tells some are question marks and yet claims them all. #ishouldbetheonetodie #useless #broken #gohome

what are dreams?

he kissed his baby mama i bashed both their heads he said they lost a
baby i said u had sex with her twice??? and i told my mom... and i
said if i leave him he will die...if i stay with him i will die. she
said at least youll be closer to where you want to be..

does this mean anything?or is it just my own thoughts turned into a movie...

my life is not ...

... hard. But some hhow Ive managed to make it a disaster I was not
raised to be this way...but truth is,I suck at asking for help. I
needed help long time ago but its humbling and humiliating to admit my
life was slowly unraveling. It really starts with my lack of passion,
my specific skill set and Im wondering if my looks affect peoples
judgement. I can do anything. But Im lazy and not pleasant to look at.
I wish this was ten years ago so I could do it all again...but way
better.

Question now is...what now?

missing pieces..

i want to go home .. ut i cant be without him. of vourse i can bu if i
can choose i want to be close to him. but its a missing piece. we
always talk about how incomplete a puzzle is with missing pieces...i
never wondered or realized how empty useless or alone the lost piece
must feel...it was a blessing to be with family today.