bbbuuuuut, what i really want to share is my concern for my dear auntie huni, and my auntie's in general. ive prided myself on the health of my dad's family. my dad has all his brothers and sisters alive and well, except one, who died at the glorious age of 2. it's been a true blessing to have them all around, and to see them continuing to give back to the famili, but now...i'm realizing that not only are they living strong together, they are now getting older and sick together. anyway, pray for my family, i feel like things will happen consecutively once the first domino falls...
have you ever known someone so sick, they think it's easier to stay that way...like they've checked out already? that's how my aunt huni is. she wants to do so much, but she gets so tired and sick, i think she's like f" it, i'm done. but dude, she has so much she wants to do. she thinks she's a burden, but trust, this is the kind of burdens my family lives for...we love to take care of each other, especially my mom. anyway, so the latest news, we go and check up on huni she says she's not doing well, so we set up an appointment. we come home, my niece is sick, so i go pick her up, my mom calls saying huni's in the emergency. talk about confused...
so i'm here, blogging before i go to work.
tomorrow is also siliva's one year! if there was someone who didn't need to go...that i felt was STOLEN from me, it's her...come back. i swear i wont tell...lastly...
im freakin' trippin out because i love to be with the youth in my church, i love to minister to them, to try and get them in a better relationship with their God... but now i'm realizing that too many people are thinking other things about what i'm doing...or what i've done... i sure hope people take the plank out of their eye before they start to pick about me...
oh yeah, and on tuesday, i went to worship, and kari talked about how the harvest is plenty, but the workers are few...how we need to encourage others to join and help w/work...and just to imitate Jesus' ministry, how he went OUT to the community, how he helped people PHYSICALLY AND SPIRITUALLY, that type of stuff. and then i read an old upper room devotion thing, and i decide...i'll read the one for this date, 3 years ago... and it's about giving without ... uhhh ... giving because you want to, not because you're supposed to... and im like, God who do You me to serve? HELP...anyway, I gotta go to work...
I love how you love me.... - Pam Hall
Did I tell you, I miss my grandma?
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