busy much?

for some strange odd reason, i feel overwhelmed. the things i want to do, that id love to do for the rest of my life, can only be done for free. my mom calls it peace corps work. lol. man, wouldnt it be nice.

so my stupid planner has labor day on sept 8th, so ive been off a whole week. too fast for everyone. but im back to myself, yeah right. i feel like ive gotten so busy, but for no reason at all. i can still manage to squeeze in an episode of csi, but i guess when i use to do that and watch a couple reruns of spongebob, i can kindah understand why i feel so overwhelmed.

honestly, id rather spend my whole day checking up on the youth in my church, making sure they all have rides to where they need to be, that they are supported - mentally, spiritually, emotionally and financially. id love to spend my evenings going to volleyball games, or football games, making signs and painting faces. id love to plan trips so they can see life beyond our little bubble here in sac, in our church. but i cant. i have to go to school. and then i have to work. and then i sit around and stress about work and school, when all i really wanna do is be with the kids.

speaking of work, i better go now.