like a cold sore.

one of my favorite sayings is, "your is like a cold sore; it gets worse before it gets better." hah. it's true, though. i'm guessing that's how it's riding out right now. did you hear about the little girl from Tracy? her name is sandra. Sandra Cantu. She was 8. In 2nd grade. she went missing a little more than a week ago, and they found her on monday. stuffed in a suitcase. dropped in an irrigation pond. i was so hoping they were gonna find her. for some reason this is too CSI for me. i hope they find the guy. that they capture him. i dont know what they should do to him. im sure there are people who have done worse. ie, a long while ago, a couple kids went missing and were shot in the back of their head and dumped in the river. i think that might qualify. but it just seems like...we should be better than that. i feel like, our society should be getting better...should be advancing, but we have people still stuck in these preverted fantasies of theirs. don't they realize...that when they act out the fantasy, it's done. they can't fantasize about it anymore. that's another error we humans have. we always want more. i'm poor. someone gives me a dollar. now i want 10 dollars. and i get it. yes, i have a job. let's buy a car. oh, i need RANGE ROVER. and then when we lose it all, we're back when we started. and for some reason, it's worse than before, but if we had been content with what we had, it'd be all good. givers and the takers...who are you? essentially, GOD has provided us everything, but for some reason we needed to make it the way we want it. super crazy. man, we are not error proof. i'm praying for Sandra's family. i'm praying for her murdering, that he gets judged the way he deserves to be judged. i'm praying. "God of new horizons, help us to see our lives in perspective, free us from the prison of the present moment. Let me be born again!"